epoch coda


i'll come back for you, love, i promise to.
please save this for me, for until i return my love will burn,
and my heart will stay with you.

i love how there's always ways to keep people out of contact with you.
:]
thank you creep-protectant internet.
and i might drive myself insane,
if those lips aren't speaking my name..

cause we only have one life;
the timing and the moment
-all seem so right-
so, would you say you're mine..?
..we'll be just fine..
as i fade away, you reach out your hand..
please don't let me go..

i gotta get some sleep..
i'm not gonna be up for a while..
sleep deprivation isn't something i like messing with..
it literally makes you insane..
not even kidding, go bing it, it's not just me anymore..
there's proof that i'm not the only one who starts losing track of time
and starts having little heart spasms...
i knew i was normal somehow..
you see many will call;
but very few are chosen.
looking at the wall;
you can feel them closing.
baby, what the hell wrong with them?
from the top of the world
they'll let everyone know;
that your biggest fear is letting go..

today was an alright day.
i took pictures, and the picture lady almost got punched.
here's some peekshurs of how i looked today.
:DD
yes, i'm a hollister fag.




watch my face as i pretend to feel no pain.
today was a fairly good day, i'd like to think.
in TV productions we were going through a closet
and me and jacian found a wand the was a prop replica
of the witch's wand from Narnia and so i hopped on his back,
got some fairy wings and we ran around the class like that for a bit.
then peacock put on the gorilla suit and we were just messing around.
after we got all done with being complete dumb faces we made this little board.
i'm gonna hang it on my wall, it's pretty nifty.
thank god for distraction-able people.
:]


lighting strikes inside my chest keep me up at night;
i dream of ways to make you understand my pain.
God only knows how much i'd love you if you let me;
but i cant break through it all..
:/
there's no warfare, this is just heartbreak..
it's funny how the tables turn so quickly..
not a humorous kinda funny,
but the kinda funny that you have to force
to keep yourself from crying..
gotta be honest, this one came right out of the blue..