epoch coda


or you can just put on your dancing shoes
and get loose with me. ;]


went to D.C this past weekend.
twas FAN-tastic.
:]
wants peekshurs?
of course.



;D yeeaah booiiyyy


in the indian museum. :D
indian garden. :]



me stopping the metro with my awesome powers. ;D


"look dad, a real live dead guy! imma get the picture before the police do. *snap*"
:DD




DC itself :

Supah-murnn ;D
apparently i'm holding an old guy. O.
the stops of the metro.
they're utterly amazing, and underground.
it's like a secret beneath-the-surface organization..
O_O
you should know what this is.
aha

The "Event" in which i attended. :D
look how many freggin' people there were!


The Best Museum of All Evers:






canoes.


my tribe [well, one of them.]



say whaaat?
HUGE freggin' squirrel.
"i still have your underwear."
"i still have your virginity!"


juno= new favorite movie.
:D

BLI I AM A KRAY-KEN FROM THE SEA!
no matter how hard you try,
these shots, they're never gonna take me..


i have only changed a tiny bit on the inside.
i'm a little more confident in being alive.
i don't cut myself. i don't do drugs.
i don't cry ALL the time because i can't
have everything back the way it was again.
i don't freak out when someone says i'm pretty,
'cause now i know i am.
i have changed on the inside for the better, if anything.
i'm sorry i don't want to feed into your chinese mind games anymore,
and that's another thing i've changed.
i don't take crap from anyone anymore,
and i think THAT's what you don't like that i've changed.
but i like it, so sucks for you.
as for the outwards appearance,
i think i've also gone for the better.
i'm thinner, no make-up, better hair
i wear hollister and shorts now.
i'm not like i was with black everything,
caked on make-up cause i hated my face,
closed toed shoes ALL the time,
and if someone even mentioned shorts
i'd get self-conscious as all get out.
i'm just all around more comfortable.
and i'm sorry that if me not wanting to be brought down by someone
makes me seem concetied and stuck-up,
but i'm not.
my emotions are the same as before,
my heads still in a good place.
i'm just less nervous to step outside is all.
so again, sorry i'm not into being controlled by you anymore.
actually, no i'm not, but anyhow.
i am sorry that this was turbo long
and no one will get this far but yeah.
i'm not THAT different,
just better.
i'm, in essence, cheyanne 2.O
:D
who are you to try and rule my world?
shut your mouth cause i'm talkin' now.


we wrote our names in blood.
forbidden to remember, terrified to forget.
it's a hard line to walk..

william ray stark IV: i miss you more than i miss anyone.
you were the best possible person to me, and somewhere
down the road, i messed everything up. i hope one day
that you'll forgive me for everything i've done.

heather louise bailey: i miss how we used to be friends.
it was nice, having someone who was exactly like me
and understood everything i've done, but not judge me even a little.
you and i had a nice friendship until i crossed the line.

other cheyenne: you'll take care of her i know that. you'll do a better job.

alexandra cheyenne wallaur: we were at one point very good friends.
certain circumstances didn't allow us to be friends any longer.
you've changed, and i didn't like it. there's no possible future.

taylor paige pearce: you and me were so tight in haines city.
we both moved to lake region and you got wrapped up
in a different crowd than i. haven't talked to you in months.

rachel lynn holley: i dunno what happend to you.
it's honestly like you fell off the face of the earth.
i hope you're doing fine.
still willing to go to boston with some bats.
batbihh and wonderhoe to the rescue!
:]

april jean holman: you were nice while you lasted.
but for some reason, you didn't last.

anthony alan brooks: you don't deserve a mentioning in this,
but oh well. you've done nothing my whole life but bring me down.
i don't regret you, but i'm glad we are where we are.

and last but not least
chelsea nichole peebles: you've put up with my crap for so long.
i commend you for your tolerance.
we will be best friends forever.
and not the cliche forever in "BFFs"
but actually forever.
i look forward to our apartment
with wolf cubs and chocolate labs.
:DD
who makes pies at 11:30 at night?

i do.
with lakota.
:]
it's chocolate.
and it's delicious.
and i'm fattt.
want some?
come get some.
^__^
nom nom nom.
teehee.